i thought about you during my ket trip

I am both very ugly and very beautiful
Sometimes at the same time sometimes each at a different moment
There might be great creative stores in being both

I’ve been on drugs for months now, years if you think about how thin the veil is
My legs were chopped at the point where they join hip, bloody knobs floating in multidimensional space somewhere above my head
My mouth was slipping around and up toward my eyebrows

I was sucked slowly into a vacuum that slid me up the smooth wall of a skyscraper 
Up up up slow as can be, rollercoaster heart drop opposite, dark in the night

I held my hands out in front of me one cupped around sci fi the other cupped around comedy
With hands together in prayer, the two are one, distanceless, otherwise there could be infinite space between them
Given how thin the veil is, I suggest continuing to pray