DRAMA

it’s so  hard to write 
something i’d  want 
to read
i am shut off
fear fills a bucket 
i walk
and slosh

Santeria

I'd like to capture the feeling
Of dancing to Santeria
In your underwear, in your room
And suddenly, horrifyingly
Making eye contact
With a neighbor, out the window
And now you're going to feel weird all week
And randomly disassociate in conversation
Possibly for the rest of your life
Because you're very sensitive

Fade into you

I can’t find her bathing suit
that she lent to me
Fuck
Where the fuck would a bathing suit hide 
It’s not even a very small object
I’m so sorry
I’m so sorry

Flash of shame

Wince

Here are Seven Steps to Heal Your Inner Child

Ready set go! 

One

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Seven

How are we doing now? 

Will you hold the hand inside me? 

Can I take the breath that’s true? 

the podcast about 90’s music that you mentioned offhand 

that helps you fall asleep

is soothing to me too

i’m glad i found you