Showing posts with label Poem 15. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Poem 15. Show all posts

Thursday, January 16, 2025

Corfe Castle, Dec 21st

Looking down from the keep at the folding wall 
which gives way to light trails into the village, 
lamp light dew diffused on the tarmac that flows 
past the pub and the pub and the old tannery, 
the place with cream and and the other pub
with someone there who went to Bournemouth once.

The ringing bells of chatter by this rubble and 
and construction netting that 
looks like orange berries of the early morning 
as enjoyed by Allison 
and grass returned to the grounds 
that fried in boiling oil 
thrown down by royalists. 

Shooing of wending cars of the sticks 
passes through the hollow 
that opened up in me as I followed 
the folding walls and allowed 
my eyes to rest on maybe an 8 x 8 rectangle 
of Purbeck limestone,
blocks fashioned by impossibly old hands,
and the hollow says my serotonin spiked 
as we came upon Solsticeheads 
and their dogs and kids 
and some young couple 
with their tracksuits tucked into socks,
as we watched the buckets blaze, 
heating marshmallows instead of oil for your enemies
and the hollow says the inevitable pull of the old 
and of feasting season and 
just feasting on the markers of time
and what the farmers think they’ll pull in this year 
is unspeakably sad for 
what has been briefly pushed down by 
what we thought happened last week 
and what we think will happen the week next.

I certainly don’t care for what happens next, 
'cause we should honour struggle, 
not harp on in an unearned celebration of struggle, 
of honour and honouring in the present, 
as it is still happening,
and this is the true hollow, 
not my peaks and troughs up here in the keep, 
looking at the view; 
it was the same 20 years ago 
and 20 years before that, 
thinking we either stay up for the sunrise 
or we arise before it 
like curious folk of the present 
who have never worked the land. 

Wednesday, January 15, 2025

Cats


Do you subscribe to the Paris Review 

daily poetry newsletter?

It’s one of the good ones. Maybe the best.

I like to fall behind for a week or two

so I can catch up all at once.

Like this morning. Lucy Grealy 

had a good one. “Ward 10.” A hospital

where the speaker is treated I think

for cancer, as a kid. An image of going

down into the basement to find the “cages

and cages of cats, most of them silent, some

with electrodes sewn in their heads.”

This--by coincidence--right after

I'd read Lizzie Hessek's poem

on a similar set of themes: being trapped

inside, losing friends, and how

we reach the point where we can kill

whatever compunction might have kept us

from being cruel to the same soft things

who teach us that maybe there's a reason

to keep being after all