In 2015 I bought my yoga mat
From the tj maxx on market street in philly
Thats a decade of mountains and rag dolls
Inhaling to lengthen
Exhaling to fold
Extending and twisting and walking out my dog
A decade of being told to give gratitude to myself for showing up
Of white women saying namaste
Of sweat, silence, flow
In 2014 my professor had a heart attack
She survived and told us all to start doing yoga now
Cardiac arrest seems like a nice quick way to go, if I get to choose…
Lately im finding that silent unity
Collective non-interaction with mirrored action
Is the safest way for me to be witnessed
Anonymous, but belonging
Each day I ask
“What would make this existence tolerable?”
And damn, do I love a good hot stretch
In a room of strangers
So again I unroll my dark purple space
And care for this body as if I love her
Love the last line
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